Tuesday, June 19, 2007

wisdom

Do we really use the wisdom that we have been given?
Today i was reading in the book of Proverbs and Psalms and seeing how wisdom is important to our lives. Wisdom should guide us to make decisions that lead toward following Christ with reckless abandonment. As I was thinking about what I had read and was talking with God I realized that I was asking for wisdom once again (and nothing is wrong with that, but...) I thought to myself, "Have I ever really asked God to give me opportunities to use that wisdom and to grow from that experience?"
I want my life to be more than just empty spoken words that sound good. I want my words to have ACTION. I would rather live out my life telling others about the most awesome relationship in the universe without using words, rather than speak words that just make noise, but have no substance.
Today I pray that I am given opportunities to use the wisdom from God for His glory and that by doing that I may grow closer to Him in this journey of faith.

Monday, June 18, 2007

HOW?

Lately I have been doing a lot of thinking and wondering. Wondering HOW I am going to do some of the things that God has put on my heart. Last night I was reading and it hit me that I don't have to worry about the HOW, but rather just be willing to be faithful to do what I can right now and allow God to work. I must find myself dependent upon Him, not upon my own abilities. (Where's the fun in that - especially if I want to be a part of something God sized)
I find myself too much in the middle of God's plan for me trying to do what God has to do. I have this problem - I like to call it the 'ME' Syndrome. You see, I wouldn't deny that God is the one that I must follow, instead of me trying to lead. I would even go as far as saying that I must trust and follow God for His plans are better, but do I live it out that way!
I need to let go of the HOW and hold on to the promises that God has given to me, to us as His children. When I think of my own children there are thoughts of them trusting me even when they don't know how daddy will do it, they just BELIEVE that I will get it done. When you stop and think about it it's really kind of cool that I don't need to worry about the, "HOW can this be done", so that I can focus on the FAITH of following Christ.

If you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give good gifts to those who ask him.
-Matthew 7:11

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

way too long...


It has been a month since the last time I wrote anything here. I have busy, but I want to try and keep writing no matter what.

So what's been going on since my last blog?? Well, A lot!

I have seen another class graduate, another soccer season come and go, move my office, say goodbye professionally to a great friend and co-worker, go on an awesome mission trip, and found out that my beautiful wife and I are having another child. Those are just some of the high points of the last fun filled month.

I can't believe that summer is here. Before I know it fall will be knocking. I love the summer months and try to take it in as much as possible. It is fun being outside, taking to others, and hanging out with family and friends.

The mission trip that I just back from was great. I went with 26 other students and leaders to Gulfport, MS. We where able to partner with FBC Gulfport. Part of the group helped another church (Bel Aire Baptist) with their VBS and another group did a Soccer Camp in a FEMA park for inner city kids. In the afternoons we came back together to do yard work. I was so proud of my students and leaders! They gave their best this week and hardly did I ever hear any complaints while we worked. They were stretched and pushed out of their comfort zones. Lives in Miss. were changed during the week and some of those changed lives came back to Tenn.. It is amazing to see God work and it is something incredible to be able to become a part of it.

During this trip I saw students mature in their walk with God, that's priceless. I pray that they will continue to allow God to use them for His glory.